Every pop song on the radio is speaking to me

Okay, so they're not really pop songs, and they're not on the radio, but I think nearly every single Crooked Fingers song has lyrics that apply to how I'm feeling. I just got to work, after spending all morning in or near tears, and saying a rather lame goodbye to Eric. I just can't say to him all the stuff that's in my head - it would be 1) too long 2) too jumbled and 3) I'd probably wuss out halfway through, and then we'd both end up awkward and embarrassed about my soul that was laid out on the table.